Played some yesterday, but was so exhausted I was asleep by 7pm. Tuesday I did not start til 1145am at work and because of that I slept til 945am whereas I usually get up at 445am. Well Tuesday night, because of that extra sleep I got I could not fall asleep and only ended up with a few hours sleep Tuesday night. Wednesday, yesterday, when I got home I hit the tables, but was falling asleep in front of the laptop so I lied down and that was that. I got in 579 hands in the session yesterday for a profit of nearly 2 buy-ins, +$7.64. Going into today since "The awakening" I am at 1988 hands and a profit of $9.24.
But tonight was a disaster. Down over ($23.00). My so called "awakening" did not exactly pan out as I have hoped. I am ready to give up to be truthful. My NL cash games just seem to go bad and get worse. Throwing away good money after bad. I constantly go in with the best hand and constantly lose anyway. Just doesn't seem worth it to waste my time. I would go back to full ring, but table availability is not what it needs to be. I'm not sure what I will be doing tomorrow. I have some thinking to do and right now I am disgusted, frustrated and the bankroll is down to $155.